Fat as Mud

08 Apr, 2009

I want to come back!

Posted by: billie In: blogging helps

Thank you Melly, for sending me a comment on my last post a few minutes ago. That’s what gave me the umph to get on here and make this post.

I’ve been thinking about 3fc blogging again for a while.

I’ve been having such a tough time lately.

I’m right back to my starting weight, hovering around 195!

I am so uncomfortable with it, i’m getting to where i hate to leave the house.

I start every day thinking i will exercise and eat right and i end every day thinking i can’t believe how lazy i was today and i really shouldn’t have eaten all that stuff.

But, good news! I got up today and did my first real workout for ages! And so far i am only at around 1200 calories! I’ve got my fingers crossed that i can keep it together till i fall asleep.

3 Responses to "I want to come back!"

1 | melly

April 8th, 2009 at 8:36 pm

LOL we do have alot in common! So glad you’re back too!

2 | inkheartmeg

April 8th, 2009 at 11:50 pm

welcome back, thanks for the comment on my blog. It’s nice to know a few words might make a difference at times like those. Hoping you get into the groove of it and it gets easier and more rewarding soon. Don’t beat yourself up, just keep trying to eat healthier and move more. It’s pretty impossible to keep it perfect, just try the best you can at every option you come to. Wishing you great success.

3 | hveeck

April 9th, 2009 at 7:02 pm

billie, I am so glad to see you back! I’ve thought of you since you disappeared, just wondering how you’ve been. This thing we are trying to do, losing weight and being active, is so difficult to get a hold of and stay in control of. I was out of control for 11 years before I finally got on the right track. You have to try to be positive with yourself, forget about the past and start fresh right now! I know how you feel. This is one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life and really never thought I could ever accomplish my goals. I thought I was destined to be obese and unhappy for the rest of my life. But it is so attainable! You deserve to be happy. You can do this. You are still small enouph so that you wont have much loose skin when you lose weight. I wish I would have started at your weight, but now I am dealing with lose and sagging skin. Do it now, before it gets too out of control. I wish you the best of luck

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