Fat as Mud

I’m doing pretty good with my 1200 calorie plan.  The scale showed i’ve lost another 3 pounds this morning.  I’m still not really excited.  Like i said yesterday it really shows how much weight the wine keeps on me.  I know how diets work, I’ve done this a few times.  I always lose at least [...]

I was down 2 lbs this morning, nothing really to get too excited about.  I always lose 5 or so in the first week of a new diet.  I think it really shows how much weight the wine puts on me.
I have to say, a lot of times i let myself indulge a little after [...]

Today I have sat on my ass all day on this computer.  I didn’t even work on my school projects.
I ate a small breakfast but then I ate twice as much lunch as i should have.
I drank a lot of coffee and very little water.
I thought about putting in a workout dvd.
I let little things [...]

I just don’t feel good anymore. I am uncomfortable in my own body.  It’s both a mental and physical strain.
I am a 34 yr old 5′2″ woman who is working on 200 lbs.  I look like a dumpling now.
I have always been a person who gains weight in my ass first, a pear rather than [...]

Believe it or not, exactly 2 years ago i weighed 113 lbs.  I have gained 80 lbs in 2 years!
For the most part, I just let myself go.  I overate, going for seconds and thirds.  I got into drinking wine everynight.  With school, I began eating a lot of fast food.  Or, when i bring [...]

I’m writing a blog to help me get started on a new diet & exercise program.  I am hoping that blogging will help me get motivated and keep me accountable.
I want to use the blog as a place to log in my overeating and my laziness.  If i can admit these things to the world [...]