I guess I run now

Okay, I’m out of my funk now & making some progress on the day too! If I put in a solid night of work tonight, I’ll feel better about where I am in that damn todo list.

Not looking promising for a walk today…it’s been windy, rainy, and freezing since morning. I keep thinking it has to clear up, but the rain pelting the window makes a different prediction. After my run yesterday, I’m happy to take it easy today & I’m on schedule for at least a food star, so it’s not all bad.

argh! work! argh!

The trivial stuff is making me nuts, a chapter to copyedit & a letter of rec to send (should be “to send” only, but I have this creeping feeling that since I wrote the original letter on the office computer some 550 miles away, I probably don’t have a copy of it with me, so I’ll be re-writing it shortly…damn it!). Okay, these are small things, but I’m annoyed that they’re distracting me from writing and from reading this book I stupidly promised to review.

I’m in a mood. On top of which, breakfast messed me up. Got up, ate breakfast, figured I’d wait an hour & take my pill. Got distracted by trying to clean other annoying tasks off my todo list. Three hours pass. How? Good question…see when I focus, I focus hard & barely move from my spot. Now I’m starved for lunch. Fine. Have lunch, wait an hour & THEN take pill becomes the new plan. Lunch is heated, phone rings, friend wants info on a neighborhood hubby used to live in, I can’t munch and swallow lunch in her ear & I don’t want to force an end to the conversation. So, lunch cold & an hour later. Now it’ll be 2:15 before I have the pill I should’ve taken no later than 9 this morning. I’m possibly not cut out for taking medication is my interpretation of this little scenario. Also, no more eating breakfast first!

Yes, I’m in a bitter foul mood today. Maybe if I can find a copy of the letter things will be better, but I have a feeling I’m writing the blasted thing all over again!