This time it’s for real

Before I went to bed last night- well not RIGHT before but like around 8 pm (I went to bed at 9:30) I was having an overwhelming craving for pickles- I pulled out the snackums jar and ate 9 mini pickles! 3 oz worth… Oh man so good but dangerous lol. Last night all my dreams where almost scary- I think it’s a culmination of my fears lately. I won’t go into details but let’s just say they involved dead people asking for help and me losing weight but hating my body and also not getting a position as a criminalist Geez pickle you sure you got everything?!

I’m laying off the pickles! Killed my sodium for the day anyways - I had 2100 and then shot up to almost 3000 mg, but I’ll do better today.

I’m done with the antibiotics HALLELUJAH! So TODAY’s breakfast is a perfect 10 western healthy grain bagel (looks good with only 10 grams net carbs) and then a packet of french onion laughing cow AND a piece of babybel cheese- YES I AM CHEESING IT UP lol. :p

Oh man yesterday I made a yummy stir fry- I found from green giant this teriyaki vegetables pack, then I bought 12 ounces of cut up sirloin for stir fry. I made the components seperate. After my sister took her share I added half the steak (6 oz’s) to the veggies and then I had some leftover brown rice that my sister and I also ate. Hubby took the leftoever 6 oz of steak (God forbid he eat a vegetable) and made two wraps with his (I guess at least he had some fiber cuz he used the La Tortilla wraps), so meat, cheese, sour cream, and thousand island… Oh yeah that’s healthy… *rolls eyes*

I took a picture of my food but darnit forgot to upload it online… I’ll probably add it later tonight. But my portion was so big that I only ate about half of it and have packed the rest away for lunch today- yum I will be honest and say while the flavoring of the veggies were good- the veggies weren’t that great- I felt it was mostly broccoli and next time I’ll just buy the sauce and then add my own veggies.

Tonight I am making brussel sprouts for dinner (yum) I haven’t made them in a while and I’m not even sure what I am going to do- but brussel sprouts are going to be the main focus tonight! Hubby’s like “I don’t like brussel sprouts” and I said “starve then…” Seriously I am getting so grumpy about his lack of trying new things- he says he’s eaten them before and doesn’t like him- I said in the ten years I’ve known you I have NEVER seen you eat one… He probably ate them as a KID or something- I swear I don’t know what I’m going to do with that man… I’ve told him a million times before what am I going to do when we have kids?! And he’s like “I’ll eat them then” I said you better or I’ll divorce you and you’ll never see your child again…” Yeah I know empty threat :p The real plan is to make fun of daddy for not eating his veggies lol.

Oh and got a note from my insurance saying hubby’s medication is not approved since it’s not FDA approved for people with MS. But the neurologist called me and said that he is trying to get it approved still and sent some research articles showing studies of people who have taken provigil who have MS and how it helped them. Still no news for me- but we’ll see what happens- the doctor said he’s pretty sure I’ll be approved because I have sleep apnea… Hubby says he will just deal with it… So frustrating but what can I do?

Oh and today I’m calling the nutritionist- I did better yesterday on carbs- but I can still improve.

Anyways- another slammed day at work- we have an audit next week and I’m gonna check out blogs while I eat my breakfast

Have a great day everyone!

NUTRIENTS:
Calories: 1,489
Fat: 60
Carbohydrates: 145
Protein: 97
Fiber, total dietary: 22
Sodium, Na: 2966

Carbs 38%