Little bit.

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I was at my highest weight ever from 2007 through October 2009. I was going through old pictures and saw the first picture that I posted and it made me so sick to my stomach looking at it I threw up.. Something inside me woke up and I decided I need to do something about it. In October 2009 I lost a total of 20 pounds that month. November and the most of December I didn’t loose any weight but was able to maintain the weight I had already lost. Then Christmas came along and early Christmas morning my family received a phone call that my Grandfather had passed away. The next three months were really difficult and I wasn’t trying or even paying attention to my weight.  Then I realized it was getting extremely difficult for me to breath during simple tasks. So I decided to weigh myself and surprisingly I had gained most of all my weight back. So the beginning of April 2010 my weight had jumped back up to 230. I was in an amazing relationship  at that time and had a lot of support. So i started loosing the weight. By June 2010 just in time to see my family in KY, my weight was 190. But by the time I got back I had already gained 12 pounds back, hello 200’s again.. Then after I got home I was in a marathon with myself to loose at least 30lbs in three months for my next vacation to Florida. First month I did great, down 15lbs. Excited to think i’ll hit my goal weight by September. Boy was I wrong. August came around and my boyfriend got around without me. Four years with him down the drown in a few minutes. Heart broken and extremely worn out emotionally, mentally, and spiritually I gave up. My longed for vacation to Florida with my boyfriend was flushed down the toilet with our relationship. So what to do now? A. Cry all day? B. Stay in bed all day? C. Eat all day?  or D. All of the above? it was option D for me… Oh, forgot to mention it was my birthday vacation which my b-day is Sept 18th.  August 25th we split up. August 25th till September 18th I did nothing but cry, eat, break things, worked out till I literally passed out, ate junk food till I threw up and sleep. My b-day this year was the worst ever. Nothing mattered to me. No lies I ate a whole jar of icing that was intended for my b-day cake then because it made me so sick I threw it all up. All time low for me. All my friends stopped talking to me because I was taking it so hard and for some reason my ex got all of them in the split.  Then something happened that made me wake up. My dad found out his wife, my step-mother for 20 years was cheating on him. Few days after that I woke up with this sense of gratitude and thankfulness. My relationship with my ex could have been a lot worse. I was then thankful we weren’t married. As simple as that was it was my turning point. During our split I had gained 20lbs with in that one month. Since then I’ve been busy moving my step-mother’s things out of the house and garage. Organizing and cleaning every inch of my house. Somehow the last couple of months without trying I’ve lost 30lbs. My current weight after the last year of Yo-Yoing is 190. Now I’m on the right track. I just decided what college I want to go to and what major. Which is huge for me because I’ve always been on the “search”. I just had a thought I should had started back before I started gaining all the weight. lol oh well. Before this long story I just typed out I was rear ended by a drunk driver that cause me to spend a lot of time in the hospital and then nine months of physical therapy to basically learn how to use my hands all over again. I lost my job, my car and my house. So there I was feeling sorry for myself, in a bind, living with my parents again. Gaining weight!!

It’s been a rough journey and I’m sure everyone has their own horrifying story, this is just a small get the blog going bio  basically..

More to come!! More to loose!! More to talk about. Coming soon!

Excited to see a difference in my chubby cheeks.

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Chubby cheeks and double chin starting to disapear

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June 2010

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Weight was 200lbs in these.June 2010 200lbsJune 2010 200lbs Goofing off

This is the picture that made me decide I needed to do something about my weight. Christmas of 2008 at a whopping 234lbs

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Chunky Money 2008 234lbs.

So Happy I found 3fatchicks.com

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I’m exited to get this blog started. It’s been tough through this battle on my own. Now comes the fun of figuring out how to post pictures…lol