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Welcome to the Jungle, pt. 2

When I first started this blog in Dec 2007, I described myself thusly:

I’m fat. Too large to sit comfortably in a seat at the opera; and, too small to think much at all about my body until I do try to sit in those darn seats. And then I look around & realize nearly everyone else can set their purses next to their thighs & rest their arms on the armrests instead of having to pull them tight across their [really large] chests & guts as I must.”

I got off on a very NON-illustrious start:

“Today I awoke with the intention of starting my day on the treadmill. Instead, however, I putzed around the house for a few hours before my husband left for work, then sat down in front of the computer & tv.”

I didn’t make mention of exercise much until Janurary 7th, when I wrote:

“Yay me! I just speed walked 3 miles in a little over an hour.”

After that, I mostly reported my failings, until Feb 28th, when I (drumroll please):

I completed an entire [exercise] tape without stopping.”

Now, just a year and six months after that: I’m a rollergirl.

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) RAWR!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

That’s right. Try-outs were last night. I made it onto one of my area’s toughest teams. I’ve worked very hard to get to where I am today, & I’m going to have to continue working hard to stay there & improve.

I feel rejuvinated & ready to roar. 

My blog is named after a song from one of my favorite bands from high school. In my very first post, I wrote about how I didn’t like the person I had become & I quoted this line from that song:
“Welcome to the Jungle… you’re gonna die”
It was inaccurate to say that the fat part of me needed to die. Everything I’ve always been will always be an important & wonderful part of me. But it is safe to say I’m no longer that self-hating fat girl.
I’m now a rollergirl.
I no longer have my sight set on me; I’ve got the opposing team to kill.       
 

 

One Response to “Welcome to the Jungle, pt. 2”

  1. Dang, rollerderby is tough. You’ll be getting great workouts, that’s for sure!

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