I have to get through the holiday season on a diet. As the weather turns colder, I want to eat more & snuggle under blankets in my comfy clothes; I don’t want to wear a thin layer of poly/spandex, climb into my cold car, deal with precipitation, & go to the gym! Wah!!! 
Plus, I’m working full time on things that do not bring me joy. I want to draw, sew, cook, perform… & yes, I’ll admit, I want to shop & attend relaxing lunches with friends. Why are the days just short enough that we can never do all we want, but long enough that we still have to deal with so much… um, poo?
When I grow up, I want to be thin, rich, beautiful, & have lots of friends. I want to travel A LOT. I want to have a family who loves me for who I really am, not just what I can do for them. I want, I want, I want.
I don’t want to be the whiney, annoying, beotch I’m being right now. But right now, I just want to whine. It’s cold. I’m hungry. I think I’m starting my period. And, I’m working on stuff I dislike. :( :( Pooey! Wah! :( :(
Tomorrow will be a better day. I should probably start working on making that happen today.
Posted on November 6th, 2008 by lanvin
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