I am so horrible about staying up on this…i really want to though..I have been doing pretty well iam down to 314 i have lost 24 lbs …the last week has been rough..i feel like i am slipping and that is a very scary…I am terrified that i will lose motivation…that is really my worst nightmare right now…i find myself having more and more mess ups…im sure if i try to stay up on the blog that will keep things fresh in my mind..
im so excited about the 14 lbs lost..It really motivates me..my husband and i are going on a date tonight so im hoping i can do somewhat ok…:)
i did good today.. i finally got on the treadmill..only 15 minutes but hey it was 50 calories burned….50 cals is 50 cals…ill try to add 5 more minutes tomorrow and eventually up the speed but it was a start..:)
im having a hard time keeping up on the blog..but im going to try to stay up on it….things are going well…been doing good on the calories..its def become a habbit. 
still doing good..im not much of a blogger somedays but i want to keep the habit stayed within my calories..proud of myself with all the temptation…its crazy how other people seem to unintentionally try to mess you up lol…like “oh annie just eat what you want you deserve it” and for a split second they almost make you feel its ok..
so i have lost 10 lbs in 15 days…not too bad im sure if i added a work out it would help..my husband has been doing it a week less then me and has already lost 10lbs! thats crazy! I cant wait to reach my goal of 150 lbs …it feels so far away…
had a rough day today ..mainly because I didnt feel well and my 2 year old twins were being 2 year olds and my 16 month old had her dr appt…I had to take all 3 to the dr and that was madness! I had such a busy day before the appt that all i really had to eat was fruit and small snacks..maybe 200 calories worth of stuff…The appt was at 4 and in the middle of it while i was chasing kids around i started feeling very shaky like i needed to eat and on the way home my stomach was eating itself lol i was sooooooo hungry and I had a horrible headache not to mention the twins had not napped so they were screaming and yelling and my baby was cranky from shots…and i still had to stop at the store for milk and cat food!!! i was on the verge of tears! I broke down and got fast food being it was already 7…I got a grilled chicken sandwhich and had a few fries…i stayed under calories but still feel blah!! Now i am just wishing i had been better prepared 
maybe i can learn from this…
things have been pretty mellow havent struggled too much…thinking maybe i can lower my calorie intake to like 1300 since 1500 seems too easy..im not complaining but i want to be affective!
I could have swore i wrote last night….hmmm anyway…did ok , stayed under my calories but felt like a splurged on dinner. I ate light all day and then my friend came over with stuff to make homemade pizzas and i had 3 squares of it and i had some dark chocolate, it was just 4 small squares of it and i felt sick! I was still within my calories but i felt yucky…which i think is a good thing
starting weight 338
weight 10-10 329
I feel good….i feel like going back to my old ways is not an option and that feels nice..I went to jack and the box for my mom and dad today and I thought I could a small burger or somthing cause i was so hungry, when i got there i looked at the menu and saw that they put the calories next to everything now and i just a burger was 700 calories …I couldnt bring myself to eat anything off the menu and i went home and made turkey wrap and felt so much better then i would have if i ate a burger!
oh and thank you ‘lostbutstilltrying’ for all the encouragement!