good golly
well it’s Sunday night and I have to be honest -
I haven’t done SHIT for the past 4 days and I’m fortunate to have a Workman’s Comp neck appointment tomorrow morning for the MD visit (5 minutes tops) and the accupuncture dude.
I have been nothing but lethargic during this vacation time and honestly - something has got to give.
Now quite by accident last night I was washing my hands in the movie theater restroom when I looked up and noticed a very broad back in the mirror. I was taken by surprise when I realized that the lilac clad giant was none other than yours truly. Shit, that was way scarier than the stupid Paranormal movie that I went to see with a few pals.
My goodness I thought as I turned from right to left to take it all in.
Is that me?
Shit, that can’t be me. I don’t look this bad from the front.
Fuck, that’s me alright.
Damn ain’t she a biggun!
Fuck.
This is rather depressing.
I gave it once last look and sauntered out of the restroom.
I thought about it all the way home.
I thought about it today while I lay on my couch ALL DAY.
I’m thinking about it as I get ready to go to bed.
Fuck.
Something has got to be done about this.
I can’t believe I have the audacity to think that I wasn’t THAT bad.
Yikes.
Harsh.
VERY harsh.
Now a plan must be formulated.
That also fucking sucks.
Being fat sucks.
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November 10th, 2009 at 5:43 am
Those ‘moment of truth’ glimpses in the mirror are really rough … but can be profoundly motivating.
Hugs to you
December 14th, 2009 at 8:31 pm
Thought I left a comment here this morning.
Hope you’re okay. I’ve been eating like a starved cow, think it’s stress and hormones reacting to each other. You too, maybe?
May your plan present itself to you and be brilliant and just what you want and need.
xoxoxox RubyJean