1st day of Autumn
Today’s eating was ATROCIOUS.
The bad part - everything was beige.
The good part- I rode my bike like a fiend in the fog tonight to try to burn off some of those horrid calories.
Lesson learned - A rough moment does not equate a hamburger.
Not in any county, state, country, hemisphere or UNIVERSE.
Mocha Joes are not made for human consumption, no matter how tired you think you are.
I learned another harsh lesson today.
So one of the one on one aides for one of my kids is a cutie. Now when we talk over the phone there is a bit of flirting - a tiny tiny bit. So he joked last week about us going to happy hour after the teen’s school meeting. So today during the meeting, I looked at him a few extra times (without him knowing of course) and basically took him from happy hour to back seat to alter and then finally delivery room in the course of about 10 minutes.
Needless to say I was more than disappointed when afterwards he told me he was going to Happy Hour and did not PERSONALLY invite me to go.
Now I attribute this to him probably not remembering what I looked like when he saw me last and then seeing my girth today ended that whole fantasy.
Oh well.
Lose some and then lose some.
Of course this should only apply to weight and possibly creditors but alas, it also applies to cuties who realize how big you really are… ;(
Hmmm, time to lose some weight and then….
(thunder clap)
evil laughter in the background
revenge is a dish best served COLD.
Hell, I figure in another 2 months, he probably won’t remember what I look like again.
That shit should be cold enough.
*asshole*
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September 22nd, 2009 at 4:17 am
ohhhh I hate it when you build something up in your mind and it crashes to the ground in reality.
Of course, you probably didn’t include in your fantasies his crazy ex girlfriend, that he sleeps with like 26 feral cats, that he has NEVER cleaned his bathroom and all the other little joys that come with finding out what a person is really like.
You could easily spin the tale so that it’s you kicking him to the curb before he even gets to sit to talk…
Hope you find a nice guy soon though — it’s been a while, you deserve to catch a break now.