up 2
So it’s been a real struggle these past few weeks on this eating thing.
You may have heard the thumping sound of me falling from grace
and boy that was quite
a long way down.
No doubt, the scale doesn’t lie and sometimes you can cheat it but other times
it grabs you by the ‘balls’
and forces you to face your own truth.
So I’m still struggling. Somehow I’ve fallen back into comforting myself with food again and we all know that’s a lose / lose situation.
Now I’m getting ready to head to Philly for a night to drop off one of my kids.
Last night I visited one of my kids in the hospital - 17 years old and 66 pounds.
I ate for him.
But let’s not dwell in the doom and gloom of life’s melancholy.
The good parts - my tea was nice and hot this morning. The fog is thick and grey outside of my window.
Just the way I like it. 
Yep, that’s me - the FOG queen.
So I guess it’s one day at a time in this journey.
I think I’m off on a good foot today
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July 28th, 2009 at 11:48 am
ooooh, sorry to hear about your child.
But girl, I’ve missed you. No more long absences. Even if you are struggling; ESPECIALLY if you are struggling, keep posting! It really helps! :: hugs ::
July 28th, 2009 at 2:30 pm
Good for you Annie - but I am also sorry about your child.
Maybe we’ve all been in the doldrums and the mists are only starting to part now?
Take Care, RubyJean xoxoxo
July 29th, 2009 at 1:06 am
I just did the conversion for lbs to kgs. Guessing that this boy is average height and feeling very concerned for him. How does it get like that? How is it that we can’t just give what we have too much of, to those who don’t have enough?
Have a cup of tea for me, foglady. I’m off to Curves (have been avoiding it all week) and when I get back I’ll have a cup of tea for myself and who knows? Maybe I’ll even sit down and do a little bit of writing.