another advil day
Fuck!
Did I mention that last night - I got a wild hair up my arse and decided to try the FIRM workout DVD I’ve had for a zillion years. Bottom line is that it was alright - I managed to stay in for 30 minutes before I collapsed!
Made me feel like I can start moving again.
I’ll do it again tomorrow night.
So physical therapy went well - the gal was very gentle and kind. I got a little ultra sound heat and some neck exercises to do until next week.
I met up with Shopaholic for a bite of salad and to hear her lament about why she still hasn’t rid herself of the ball sack. (OMG - like that was so fucking rude - ok - ahem - boyfriend) Guess she’ll do it when she’s ready. She told me she’s worried about being ‘good enough’ for some dude. She’s still smarting over that last asshole - goodness knows my diary is full of that exact shit for like the year after we broke up and then it was so goddamn depressing I ditched the diary.
Well tomorrow we’re gonna go to Calistoga to check out a mud bath - I’ve always wanted to do it. Never tried it before and it’s off season so it’s a wee bit cheaper. Well - maybe not cheaper. Gotta call in the morning to make sure they’ll let her wear her swimsuit in the mud bath - because if they don’t - she won’t do it. So I’ll wake up early and make a few calls. I’ve got a back up just in case 
So that should be fun- she’s insisting on driving.
Food might be a bit off tomorrow. But nothing horrible - I feel like I’m making progress so I don’t want to kick myself in the ass…
Needless to say grooming had to take place tonight and honestly- that part sucked. I hope I’ve got the balls to be in my bathing suit in the hot springs. I always shy away from shit that involves that much exposure - but honestly - NO ONE CARES. I want to enjoy my day and unfortunately that involves me being exposed in a bathing suit but I’m NOT gonna let that stop me.
Someday I’ll be 80 and geez - I’ll wish I could walk my sloppy 42 year old ass around in my bathing suit. :)
Shit - or at least I hope I’ll feel that way…
hahahaha….ball sack…never heard that one before. Enjoy your mud bath, I hear they are wonderful.
As for the bathing suit, OMG, you have no idea what we see on the beach here, and in THRONGS! 80 year old women just should not do it, but by gawd they do…:)
And we have women here that are the better part of 450-500 pounds and they wear bathing suits….
Geez, I am not too hungry anymore
Ohboy. Yeah. I’ve seen ‘em, too, on the beach in Rhode Island. They just flat-out don’t care what they look like. They flat-out don’t care what you or I think of them, and I mean, isn’t that downright amazing? And here we all are, with a few pounds to lose, and we’re so self-conscious it’s ridiculous. The worst of it is that even when I’m at my optimum weight, I don’t like myself in a bathing suit! Oh, sigh. Good job on the exercise, tho, Anniegirl - and DO give us some feedback on the mudbath. I’ve never had one, and maybe I should add that to my “bucket list”.
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Can’t wait to hear about the mudbath. Always have wanted to do that. We need to think more like the Europeans - they don’t care what they look like. They just let it all hang out. I am sure they are enjoying themselves and not worrying about anything. We all can’t be genetically perfect like Heidi Klum…
Hell why wait until I am 80! I have laready spent half my life wishing I had a better body! I look at pictures when I was 23- and thought I was fat, at 26- and thought I was fat…and wish I could look that way again! I say go for it! Enjoy the mud bath!
Im with Lody on this one!