ambush
Yesterday I went in to work on my day off to get caught up before the year is out. I think it’ll help monumentally with the amount of anxiety that work gives me on a daily basis - so I’m making the time investment to get the payoff of not feeling super stressed in the future. Damn, elbow grease for everything no?
I managed to stop and get the ole brows groomed as well as teeth cleaned (98.00 because I have to get it done every 4 months and insurance doesn’t cover it - maybe eating less would help this out?) during the workday. So after grinding into the evening and the ole hand being shaken every 1/2 hour to relieve cramping - I felt a sense of accomplishment at 7:30 last night.
Then Wildchild calls me and says, ‘Let’s meet up for dinner’. I agree - after all why not? Well, to make a long horrible story short - she surprised me by bringing COP to our meeting. I was horrified. There I was, hair slicked back, crap clothes on and no makeup having to come face to face with a guy that dogged me TWICE?! I was furious, humiliated and downright fucked up. It ended quickly with me walking him out and basically telling him to have a good life (in a nice way).
FUCK YOU.
But felt like shit afterwards…I don’t know what’s worse - seeing someone you have a crush on who dumped you twice and looking like sheer hell - or that fucker showing up because you were a CHUMP twice and seeing if you were game a third time. I wanted to kill WC but whatever - I let her know never to do some shit like that again. How fucking embarrassing to have someone know you have been still thinking about him a year EVEN AFTER he didn’t bother to call you back. An ego boost for a fucking asshole… at my expense.
Fucking loser.
So I guess any fantasies I had about this situation are completely KILLED off. Because there is no way in hell I’d fall for it a third time.
Fuck off.
So last night was horrible and now I’m coming out of it.
I’m not working at the hospital this weekend and expecting my friend LongBeach to show up next week so I’m gonna start picking up around here and getting ready so it won’t be a cluster fuck on Thursday night! Geez.
Meanwhile, Mother nature is visiting and it’s absolutely MISERABLE.
But I am still working at my job, living my life and making a smart decision about what I’m worth. But damn - did I have to get ambushed like that?
WTF?
Oh well.
Just goes to prove that you NEVER know what the day may bring and you know what - I spoke my mind and was NOT a quivering mess.
WC well intentioned but completely idiotic in her approach.
But no more get togethers with WC for a while…
she needs a time out….
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November 16th, 2008 at 1:10 pm
WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING??? That’s idiotic on her part. On yours, I’m actually kind of glad you had such a visceral reaction to the situation and him - it was not a healthy crush from the beginning and now at least you know it’s purely in the past.
Sucks that you had to take a blow to the self esteem, though (although I’m pretty impressed w the maintenance Ann - brows and teeth!! shiny pretty girl you are!)
November 16th, 2008 at 2:21 pm
Yes indeed, she needs a time out. Good job on the catching up and the investment in yourself, and on holding your own in a horrible situation. Your are strong.
Ruby xoxoxoxoxoxo
November 17th, 2008 at 1:28 pm
Yepper……..long timeout for that one. Well, now you have closure (or whatever they are calling it these days).
Good on you for getting a jump on the end of the year stuff……
November 22nd, 2008 at 4:40 pm
Does this girl have a brain??? Did she use it???! Damn!
Sooooo glad you held it together. Give her a kick in the ass before you send her to time out.