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peachy keen?
Well not exactly but I’ll take a better day than Friday ANY day.
This weekend was much much better. Although I haven’t lost a goddamn pound. Oh well.
The row class is officially over.
Co-Dependent came over on Saturday night with her pooch and I fed her grilled mahi, vegetable biryani, salad and organic peaches for dessert. She’s in misery over her boyfriend (worthless piece o’shit) but hey - at some point you need to realize that YOU are the problem for hanging on to such debris. No lectures from me - merely good food, empathy and turkey meatballs for her pooch. It was really weird watching tv with someone besides myself - we watched an episode of Shear Genius. She’s a harsh critic - that tomato face (yep, no matter how many times I counsel her on the benefits of sun screen and smoking cessation - this shit continues to do both in unhealthy amounts) and when that p.o.s. called - she yelled at him and then apologized to me. No worries - I told her. I just told her I’d say one thing and that was it. ‘life is too short for that shit’.
Man it’s been a while
In preparation for her arrival - I managed to clean up everything EXCEPT that small clothes pile on my bed. When she saw that my dresser fell apart, she suggested we ditch it. I was THRILLED - her and I proceeded to haul the drawers outta here and I hauled the carcass away because she was huffin and puffin so much with the drawers I thought she was gonna PASS OUT. It was great - the only SHIT part is now I’ve got about 5 piles of worthless bits of clothing on my bed. I got avalanched last night in the dead of sleep which wasn’t cute - but hell - I just pushed that shit to the side and went back to sleepin. I thought to myself, ‘what’s discomfort when at one point when I was in the army we were dying to sleep in the dirt because we were so exhausted!’. Anyhoo - now I have to deal with that huge pile - maybe I’ll start peckin’ at it tonight.
I feel exhausted though. Food was alright this weekend -I’m gonna cook up some more fish for dinner tonight. I just want to chill - I even managed to clean out my DYSON filter yesterday, wipe down the kitchen floor AND get my laundry into the basket. AMAZING.
I guess I’ll go for that novice row team on Tuesday mornin - we’ll see how long I can last. Today though, it was really shitty - I couldn’t get with it and had difficulties feeling the stroke etc. Oh well - I guess it was an off day. I also managed to yell back at the coach (lady in the boat - coxswain) when she kept annoying me by yelling that I was OFF my stroke. NO SHIT BITCH. Now shut up so I can concentrate.
Yep, totally unsportsmanlike behavior - shit - seems easier as I get older.
Whatever. It was fine - once we were off the water - I didn’t stay for the BBQ. I wanted out and onto my massage today.
A lovely Chinese Auntie rubbed me the right way for only 35.00 plus my 10.00 tip to her - for a whole hour too. Shit, I’m not a massage girl but I really needed this - I felt SO tight in my shoulders that I was wincing with stress, frustration and pain. I tried to go to the library - but they were closed. So I got some cereal, a turkey wrap, some splenda green tea and tried the new fat free yogurt at the local asian bubble tea shop. It was actually quite refreshing.
On this gloomy drizzly San Francisco day it hit the spot.
Now here I sit after a nice long eucalyptus soak
I’m pretty content.
I’m anxious to keep moving this pudge around - maybe it’ll cut down the stress level.
Work should be grueling again next week but you know what - I feel slightly recharged you know?
I am grateful for hot water, eucalyptus sea salts, lavender bubble bath and a dear Chinese Auntie who smiled down at me - ‘you feel betta - ok?’
yeah, I grinned back, I feel betta.
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July 29th, 2008 at 12:43 pm
OMG! What I would give to have a Chinese Auntie!