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Mental note : Do not attempt a round trip flight to Colorado in one day.

Left the house at 7:30am and did not get back to my car until 12:15pm. I got to visit San Diego and Phoenix along the way. The flight was delayed coming back so I had to fly into Oakland or else I was fucked because the ‘train’ doesn’t run after 12:30pm - parked my car at the station.

I was so fortunate because Harriet was kind enough to pick me up at the airport and drive me over to the train. I was fried and didn’t all asleep until 2am.

WHAT A DAY.

I saw the ex in Colorado - we went and had a burrito together. He would have wanted more time, poor thing is so lonely. Long Haul Truck driving is not a job if you want to make friends. It was sad as he dropped me off at the airport and I saw him still watching me as I walked through the double doors.

Choices -you know? I would have still been with him if he wouldn’t have fucked it all up. But now, there’s no turning back. I just hope he’s happy someday. He’s still with his girlfriend that he took up when we were married. She’s as dumb as a doornail and quite the opportunist. He still sends her money each month no matter how badly she treats him. Just desserts I suppose, he hasn’t been an angel either but after a while - enough is enough. That bitch - karma is a bitch honey so you really should stop.

Meanwhile, I’ve spent the day laying around. I managed to clean up the kitchen

I watched Juno. Well let’s say I cried numerous times during Juno. Honestly - no teenager speaks like that - hate to break the fantasy bubble - but it was very cute.

Now I’ve got the Assassination of Jesse James in the ole DVD player. I didn’t even bother opening the shades today - I’m fine with it. Somedays you just want to be alone in the dark with the glow of the tv screen in the late afternoon.

I haven’t spoken to a soul either which is just wonderful. LA sent me a phone picture of her eyelashes that are quite long now due to that Revitalash application nightly. I just looked at it - knowing that I’d have to communicate how lovely they are… after all that would be the expected and most appropriate response. Now let me ask you - how vain can my buddy be? Yep, good ole LA who slathers herself from head to toe in baby oil to ensure her skin remains elastic and taut. Good luck I told her once - we all age babygirl. You can’t stop time.

I imagine at some point, ole LA will stretch her skin as tight as a drum to her skull in an attempt to look 25 at 45 and she’ll look quite interesting.

Goodness, such bitchiness on a cloudy day has got to be one of the most deadly sins.

My evil self thought - honey - wait until I lose some weight.

Hmmm. That requires effort.

Will do… will do.