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Yep, got on that scale this morning and WHHHOOOOOAAAAA NELLY - it’s up there! 167 YIKES! So I guess I shouldn’t have eaten so much at lunch today but could not resist that cup of rice and 1/2 cup of noodles. But the saving thing is that I’m eating some cottage cheese for dinner with grapes. Man, I don’t want to crash diet again - I do however need to get a handle on things…

More than a few things at that - I need to shuffle around and figure out the financial situation. I’ve got to shift balances to a card that has a zero balance and follow up on my insurance claim. I did manage to contact my license supervisor to ask him for a get together to fill out that paperwork. Seems like now I’m feeling pressed to do things as the year ends… you know that whole clean it up/clear it out for the new year….

Whatever the catalyst - as long as it gets done!

I’ve also allowed myself the full day to ruminate over the bullshit (COP) and to recognize that an entry into that drama is really unnecessary. But of course, it took the whole day of checking my phone to get to it. I had to go over why he might have contacted me, could there be anything to it, would he contact me today? I also saw that loser out on the street (he didn’t see me) and had the gumption to walk over to where I saw him only to find he had already left. Thank goodness. It’s like seeing the shit on the pavement and deciding to STEP in it. Yeah, grow up already. Meanwhile Stocky has been consistent with his attention and that guy is definitely not full of shit.

Why am I such a dumb ass?

Arrrggghhhh.

So I guess that’s it for today. I picked up Shopaholic from the airport and she’s doing well. A bit teary that the ex boyfriend and her would not work out for practical reasons - but hopeful for the future.

I wonder what Married is up to…

Better call her reckless ass tomorrow…

Shit, thank goodness LA & Shopaholic checked my reckless ass today.