Restraint.
The weekend was nice. Stocky surprised me with Cirque de Soleil tickets. It was a sweet gesture…
He actually spent Friday and Saturday night here. I should be awarded the medal of whatever for keeping my pants on - honestly. It was so great - turn on - TURN OFF. Like the clapper - clap - get turned on - clap clap - cut it off. I think it was harder on him than me - but hey - those are the breaks honey. I am the one in control.
Shit - how great is that to be turned on by someone - but not STUPID over them! This is the happy medium that I’ve never had you know? Fucking fabulous. He’s gonna be great in the sack - I can tell. The man is all about me and SHIT - I’ve never had that either! So it’s a win - win situation - for the short term. I haven’t thought about the long term too much because I want to see if we can work out. He’s a very quiet man and I can be a bit of a chatterbox sometimes. He can’t spell worth shit and I wonder if he’ll stimulate me intellectually. He makes me laugh sometimes and that is sweet.
Oh well. I may go to a speed dating event at the end of this month in Silicon Valley to see what’s up. The only shit is that it’s 46.00 which is outrageous. So I may go if this other chick goes or if I feel so inspired. Wildchild said she’d drive me down there and hang out at the bar. But honestly, do I want her crazy ass there? Guess I’ll figure it out next week…. There’s part of me that feels a bit guilty - but honestly I just don’t want to make any rash decisions right now and I figure since we haven’t slept with each other, it’s still game.
Man, I have to say seeing all this pumpkin pie is making me crazy. I want it badly. Food was ok this weekend, not fabulous but alright. Tomorrow is work again, but it’ll be a short week.
Shopaholic is gone with her family and she’s having fun. Cats is doing alright - I called her today.
I can’t wait to go to sleep tonight - it’s hard when there’s someone else in your bed after all these years. He snores.
But luckily, I bought earplugs.
Yeah, I know - a regular fuckin’ girl scout.
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November 18th, 2007 at 10:58 pm
Sounds like he’s growing on you??? Seem like you kind of balance each other. If it’s meant to be it will and if not you got to see Cirque de Soleil!!
November 19th, 2007 at 3:02 am
So good to hear that you had a good weekend! Hopefully all things will work out for best!
love
iniya
November 19th, 2007 at 9:34 am
Hmmmmm. Glad you’re feeling happy. You deserve to be feeling that way. Time will tell when it comes to Stocky. Just use your own common sense and good judgment - you know where you’ve been and where you want to be, and that’s your roadmap, kiddo. Big hugs from me to you.