‘Anngirl’ THE GROUCH. CAUTION: CRANKY, NOT UPLIFTING
So I didn’t make it to the hike this morning - which isn’t really surprising. I was woken up at 3:30 by someone trying to get into my apartment. Luckily the guy kept trying to open the door and (thank goodness) I had it locked. He was clearly drunk and he tried mine as well as the person across the hall from me. It was nerve wracking. A locked door does not make you feel safe at all, unfortunately. Finally the guy across the hall opened his door and the two exchanged some words. The guy was gone. Finally I fell back asleep. So when I did wake up, I was cranky and hungry. I think I’m still havin’ the blues or somethin…
I had some chicken & broccoli for breakfast. I’ve had a few cups of tea. It’s now 3:37 and Wildchild says she’s inviting the whole family to dinner tonight. That totally bums me out because her kid (I love kids) - is the most annoying kid ever. It’s what happens when you never wanted to be a Mom and you let your Mother raise him. He jumps into adult conversations, he says, “I’m bored, when are we leaving?” over and over again, she feeds him like he’s an infant, she reminds him to say hello to me every time. Totally frustrating! Even LA doesn’t like him - or her husband either. He’s 10 but acts like he’s 6. He and her husband will play on their prospective toys during dinner and that’s just so uncool. Her husband will play on his I phone and her kid plays his hand held video game thing. It’s so embarrassing. I wish I wasn’t going now. It’s her birthday so I offered to take her to dinner. When she called me she said she was inviting her cousin and son to come along - her husband was bad enough ok?! She then quickly said - you don’t have to pay. I told her I’d pay my share but honestly - shit. I wish I wasn’t going - but it is her birthday. Man. It just sucks. It’s almost 4:00 now and I have to drive downtown for this crap. Perfect way to end a pretty shit mood weekend.
Meanwhile, I decided to be productive and cleaned the bathroom today. The living room needs a cleaning too - but at this point I’m too crapped out to care.
What’s up with the FOUL mood? It’s so uncool. Next week is a real bitch at work and I still don’t know anything about this fucking asian trip. WTF? What is she gonna hand me a ticket at the airport? Why so fucked up? I’ll call her tomorrow.
I’m hungry and want to quit my diet right now. I just want out - it’s weird because I weighed 3 pounds less on Friday morning and yesterday I managed to gain the 3 pounds back? Weird weird weird. That’s what you get for weighing daily. Not cool. I intend to eat dinner tonight - it’s an Italian restaurant. No pasta or anything like that however. Can you imagine? 50 pound weight gain for one meal - it’s as unreasonable as the 3 pounds from one day and I wasn’t even eating big amounts of anything.
LA called and she went out with Real Estate last night and back out again tonight with Musician. I hope somethin works out for her. I feel frustrated and I’m not even in her situation! Maybe I just need a break from the diet tonight… I don’t even know anymore…. I don’t feel like binging or anything but I must say I’m feeling rather burnt out and frustrated.
Cats called this morning and I swear if its not bad news then it’s NO NEWS at all. I listened to her about her sleep apnea, work troubles, nasty co-workers, refinancing the house, desire to quit the job etc…. Man. I felt exhausted after that phone call. Sometimes, you just don’ t have the energy to deal with these calls. 
Gotta or else I think I’ll go insane.
Time for some more tea. I hope this blows over. I really do. I don’t like feeling irate, frustrated and sick of it. It’s not me… Maybe I’m PMS’ing early?
Posted by anngirl on September 16th, 2007 under General3 Responses to “‘Anngirl’ THE GROUCH. CAUTION: CRANKY, NOT UPLIFTING”
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September 16th, 2007 at 9:40 pm
Annie-girl, I DO think that crankiness and feelings of unrest are just plain going around lately. Don’t despair, my dear…the wheel keeps on turning, you know. One thing you can always count on is that everything changes - some changes come at you fast and others just creep up on you and ambush you from behind, but they DO come. I hope the birthday dinner wasn’t totally awful, and that tomorrow something unexpected will cause you to smile. More later…bedtime for us old folks…
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September 16th, 2007 at 11:45 pm
(((HUGS))) I hope the dinner wasnt as bad as you were thinking it would be. I hope you feel better tomorrow.
September 17th, 2007 at 4:55 pm
Hey Ann… I hope that the dinner was fun, hope the kid wasn’t a brat, and I hope your mood lifts today. I find that about 2 weeks before my period i will have a “low” day. Ovolation maybe? It sucks though! I hope your feeling better.
Oh, yeah and I am firmly back on here. No more, no blogging for me. I gotta keep my focus!