! trANNsformation BaBy !

Finally. I feel relieved to know that I’ll be bleeding my way through both of my vacations this year. It’s comforting Well I guess if you stop bleeding you stop breeding so I should be grateful

Otherwise food today: shake for breakfast, packet of suga free oatmeal, luna bar, lunch: scrambled eggs/shrimp over steamed bean sprouts, shake, MF chips w/wedge of laughing cow light cheese. Sometimes I wonder if not eating hardly anything is really gonna get these last 20 pounds off? Right now I guess because I’m on my period I’m feeling bloated and nasty. I’m also getting a bit tired of passing fruit and not being able to eat a friggin apple when I want…. I so want to lose this last 20 pounds. At least 10 before my birthday hiking trip. Yet, I’m feeling like I don’t want to exercise at all. Fuck. I’m gonna go hiking this weekend but I need to get to the friggin gym and work the fuck out. Ok, I’ll do it tomorrow morning. Damn.

I had a fun conversation with salesman today. I am going to be up to NO GOOD next weekend with him. At least I want to at this point. But it sounds like he has a male roommate and I’ll be damned if I’m gonna sleep over his place. I’m no floozy - he’d better get a hotel room! Seriously though - it’s about time for some fun. I’m actually looking forward to seeing him tomorrow night I was ribbin him about being late and whether he’ll be late again tomorrow. He said, ‘Will you always remind me that I was late twice when we were dating - even in 30 years?’ Endearing really….

Hmmm, no word from ‘my friend’. I guess this is good…. very good. The scab is healing nicely, hopefully it doesn’t get ripped off to bleed anytime soon….

I’m beat again. Shit, someone is eating a sandwich on TV. I don’t even like sandwiches - but damn I want one now!

Ok time to get to bed.