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I feel like crap today, which is a little worse than I felt yesterday. It’s not cool to trip up your period because there’s always a price to pay…. slightly nauseous (maybe that birth control pill) , still backed up (ate a senekot) and having a slight headache - so needless to say I feel bloated as hell to boot. NOT SEXY… I also feel like I need another few days off! All I’ve been doing is preppin for this stupid weekend (yeah, did I mention I’m crankier than shit). But I did manage to get some things done today, like my massage (very nice) and cleaned out the trunk. Now I have a mess in the living room….fabulous.

Food: I ate a nice lunch with Wildchild - Japanese: we shared white tuna sashimi, cooked spinach w/ miso dressing, chicken yakitori stick and thin beef rolled with green onion. It was nice. She ate my green tea ice cream which was nice too So I got home, drank another shake (mental note - premix it then it won’t taste like the inside of a cat box) - it’s amazing what ice & a blender can do - you almost - ALMOST might think that mess coulda been a milkshake (in some terrible post apocalyptic setting). I’m gonna finish off the night with a MF chicken noodle soup. As I opened the fridge, I stared sadly at my orange splenda pop in the fridge. Yep, that new study still deeply imbedded in what’s left of my brain. Oh well - so I grabbed a sugar free jello (i’m sure loaded with carcinogens) and swallowed it down. Don’t let the aftertaste fool you, it’s only 10 calories and I’m sure the next study will feature this most wiggly chemical concoction.

Wildchild took me to see the outside of the new apartment building, as soon as it’s finished she wants me to see the inside (Fuck, thanks but no thanks). If I was my usual feisty self I would have been green with envy… instead I felt happy for her and let her know it. I also pointed out all the other apartments that I’ve been seeing on Craigslist and let her know how much they were renting for - man - I wish I could move into a nice place Oh well… guess we can work on one goal for now and then tackle the rest.

Can’t wait to go to bed….