Pangs….
Yep, I’m feelin hungry - but I grit my teeth and made it through tonight. I’m gonna dance my ass off (like one of the Fly Girls on Living Color ‘member them? ) and then me and my diaper are goin to bed.
I have to go in and work this weekend so I’m not feelin so spiffy. I need to go back to the gym this weekend - maybe even tomorrow….
My brother is on day 2 of Nutrisystem and he’s doin’ great. He said he’s not hungry and has plenty of food to eat, even desserts so he’s psychologically feeling much better too. I’m so happy for him.
Wildchild wants to go to the Stanford Bachelors Event tomorrow night. She wants to bring her husband. You know I’ve been to this thing about 3 times now. The first time I met a super insecure big guy who just failed the BAR exam. He asked for my number then told me that he probably wouldn’t call because he’s embarrassed. No matter what I said, he was so jacked up. Poor guy. Then I found that most of the men that attend this thing are not Stanford graduates. The men that did are these old ass geezers who are still stuck in their 70’s garb tryin’ to look cool. So sad, you can tell that most of them have social skill issues. Sometimes there’s a spectacle of very tackily dressed Asian women (30’s to 40’s) that will parade in front of these old men in an effort to trap them. I am usually really grossed out and embarrassed by this (I’m half Korean), but hey - the ladies seem to think they can bag those old demented losers so more power to them. The music is usually really crap (80’s hits) and once these youngsters (20’s) walked in by mistake and they were literally grimacing at us old folks tryin to get it on! The last time I went I met the cutest Hong Kong playboy who was about 5′5 and he was so smitten with me. Then on our first date - I found out he was still married! They’ve never gotten a divorce and it’s been over 10 years. You know I was outta there like nobody’s business and I didn’t kiss that MF. What a freakin loser. WTF? To think I ditched an older 6′7 man for this punk. So I’m hopin he’ll be there maybe?
So I guess I’ll go for entertainment value… it’s down in Santa Clara. Wildchild is driving so I’m happy about that…. but what does one wear again?
Why did I agree to go?
DAMN.
MMM, honey child your cop sounds just yummy! I have always had an attration to cops. I think anyone in the medical field does for some reason.
I giggled myself crazy when I read about your bachelor party
And good for your brother. I am on NS and love it. He will do well.
Hang in there you are doing so well.
Yeah, that cop is somethin’ else…..:)
Wow, you’re on NS! That’s awesome
How long have you been on it for now?