Yawn….

How to characterize today…. LAZY? I did manage to go to the gym for a while, then I came home and had an incredible salad (3 weeks ago you would have never heard me say this) and now I’ve got 3 things left to eat. It’s already 4:15 and I sit here having sat in the tub for about 30 minutes feeling rather relaxed - deeply inhaling the lovely scent of grapefruit. (I heard that it curbs hunger and cravings so I bought an essential oil and decided to use it as a fragrance. It stings a bit though…. )

I felt hungry today despite the ole citrimax, so I’m just about to take another one. That’ll make three today - the recommended amount.

Weird, so I’ve got to tell this strange story - I went to Prague and Vienna last year (Aug?) with my bff (sometimes) and met the cutest Indian boy on the way home. He is a graduate from Carnegie Mellon and he works for a firm as a strategist in DC. He was so incredibly sweet and such a damn cutie that despite my lack of makeup and 12 hour jet lag face (not to mention my breath), I forgot who I was ( a plus size woman) and struck up a conversation with him after I woke up. I got his e-mail address and we’ve been emailing on and off now for the past year! It’s wild. Nothing gross, no improper stuff… just a little bit of innocent flirting. He doesn’t write very often but we’ve always said we were going to get together. This was even before all my MF shit. Anyhoo, he writes me a few days ago asking for my number and he just called and left me a message. It’s so weird, he sounds so different! I guess I’ll call him tomorrow.. why rush? We’re supposed to be getting together at the end of next month if his schedule permits. That should be wild…. so weird the whole chance airplane meeting and now the possiblity of meeting each other?! WILD. Wouldn’t it be a great story to tell our kids? Yep, there you go - jumpin the gun. Who knows how old that boy is - I guess he’s in his early 30’s? But you know it rocked my world that this cutie and I have some type of connection - shit even if it’s CARNAL! Let’s see if it pans out. Shit, I’ll be lucky because I will be lighter than I was when he met me on the plane! Wouldn’t that be cool? Hopefully another opportunity to get into some trouble - gosh knows I haven’t been ‘in trouble’ for nearly 4 years this September! Yeah - it’s been that fuckin’ long. CRAZY! Guess I’m savin it for the right person? I could say somethin self depracatin but why? I’ve torn myself up enough. I won’t get negative right now… :) Happy faces ladies, happy faces! :)

Let’s see, my brother called - he just got his box of Nutrisystem today so he’s a bit hesitant about starting immediately. He hears me agonizing over hunger and missing food that he’s a bit wary. I encouraged him to start when he’s ready but don’t wait to long - don’t lose the fire and great things happen if you stick with it. So I think he’ll start soon. I want it to work for him, I just want him to be happy.

Well, that’s about all that’s fit to print right now. I imagine tomorrow will be more of the same - me goin to the gym and working out then coming home and hopefully not vegging out. I didn’t want to do anything this weekend. I just want to chill, read and just enjoy this the end of my 3rd week on MF. I need to buy a scale at some point, but I hate to go to COSTCO, Target on the weekends - its so damn crowded….. but somethin needs to be done before Tuesday because that was the last time I weighed in…. if you don’t count the beauty spa yesterday.

BTW, Where is my period? My fat is probably shocked right now and so all my system is on pause. It better come quick though - I’d like to get it over with!

Have a good day everyone - do somethin good for yourself! I am gonna be lazy as hell, lay around, read, watch another movie and just plain be a bum…….

Posted by anngirl on June 23rd, 2007 under General

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