Well, today I should have done a bunch of stuff and instead did virtually nothing- this seems to be a trend with me lately.  I’m feeling like I’m hanging on by a very thin thread- I’m staving off the late-20’s freakout brewing in me, but barely.  I feel like I cannot go another day of school, I’m sick of making no money and my shitty apartment and that every guy I meet is either boring or a womanizer or an overly-sensitive bore in a ‘Free Mumia’ t-shirt (this is Olympia after all).  I’m sick of all of it.  I’m sick of my own body and my inability to control my eating habits and my fat ass and all this other bullshit.  When I thought about age 30 when I was younger, I definitely saw a different vision of what my life was going to be like.  I’m sick of the lame weather here and having not even SEEN an ocean beach since last November.  I need a fucking vacation, because my surliness can no longer be controlled!

Breakfast: 1 mango, 1 cup yogurt

Lunch: 1 slice bread with margarine, 1 tomato, 30 edamame beans

Dinner: pasta with ground turkey, sliced mushrooms, tomato sauce, parmasean, small green salad 

Exercise: 3 miles with the dogs, 30 day shred, 30 minutes stationary bike (8.5 miles)

1000 miles in 2009: 375

Song of the Day: Needy Girl, by Chromeo

Daily awesome: Continuing with the daily awesome trend of TV lists, here are the best running jokes on Arrested Development.  The ones they’re really missing is ‘her?‘ and ‘Marry Me!’.   Bluth fans know what I’m talking about.