diary of my weight loss journey

I feel alot better,worked out some yesterday,then went and had chinese food….man, i dont think that helped.lol.I decided to walk for 20 min on the treadmill. felt good. Good day,paid off tickets and getting my license back,yah! Ive done or got alot of items on my wish list-soooo happy! Started tracking my calories,and boy , not happy about how much i consume…ugh….gotta change that. well, enough of my boring talk,have a great day all!

okay, whats up?i start working out and bam on day 3-i get sick…didnt got to work,feel awfull…i figure when i feel better im gonna start working out. i just noticed today on the chicken soup can, that its only 60 calories.wow. wonder if i can eat soup for lunch and cut out alot of calories. i usually  take in about 150-350 cal for lunch, ya know.frozen meals.quick and easy….im tyring meal replacement shakes.slimfast.for breakfast.and trying for smaller portion for dinner. i havent lost a pound yet.sigh~well. i have hope, it cant happen over nite,i know. maybe sometime in the next couple months-i will have lost something…….:) my bf has encouraged me, which is like him, he even bought me some hand weights,and a sports bra!yah!!! i havent heard any critical remarks yet, so thats a plus! im new to this blog stuff, so i may sound boring,or scattered brained…oh well… i will get better, i will get better.lol…. enough for me, i gotta go…happy dieting!!!!

well, another day, i worked out yesterday, and boy do i feel it today.i think i pulled something on top of my shoulder..hurts….bought some diet shakes,trying to drink more water, just hate how long it takes to lose weight.ugh!i want fast results-NOT-anyways…today i dont want to workout,dont know yet what i will do, feeling lazy again,may walk on the treadmill. i want a magic pill.

Well, i decided to put some effort into losing weight.i am so lazy.i bought a jillian michels dvd,for beginners.and i did 1 workout,boy,am i out of shape. also, im new to blogging,i wanted somewhere to like keep a  journal of all this.so here iam.lol. i weight 182, 5′4, and im 45 yrs old.female.  my man is no encouragement,he makes fun of me doing this*he thinks i wont last, i want to show him i can,and to myself.iwant to be that skinny girl,well, in shape and hot,dont we all. well, good luck to me! later….