Well my brother who had said he could pick up my bf calls last night 10pm to say that because his flight is delayed by an HOUR it’s too ‘late’ for him to get him..ummm…Said he has to work at 1pm this afternoon and has to get up at 8AM to move his car to let his gf get out (she has to park behind him). Why she can’t move the cars to let herself out is beyond me. It’s not often I ask or a favour…actually i didn’t ask him to pick up bf…I asked if he was working last night at the airport (works for local airline) so bf could just get a ride home w/ him..he wasn’t but said he didn’t mind going to get him. Nice to know people are always out for themselves. I remember before I had my car, he was going away to work, and wanted me to drive him to the airport in his car and then just park it in my driveway. I was up at 4AM ready to bring him, nervous as HELL because I had just gotten my license and there was snowstorm out..Finally, his flight got cancelled to the next AM and I went out and shovelled entire driveway to be able to park his car..thinking I still had to drop him off..and THEN he calls..had another ride. I wonder WHY I depend on other people when really I’m let down more times than not. My siblings are selfish, inconsiderate and never there to offer a hand. My younger bro (who I’ve had MANY rants about on here before) does nothing but party and waste money while expecting the world to accomodate him and my sister/roommate is currently unemployed and does absolutely NOTHING here to help me out with the apartment (cleaning/buying common things we need). And now my older brother. WONDERFUL!

Anywho I’m up…going to chance it to go get bf..Hope the ‘piece of shit car’ doesn’t break down on the way across town (the city).

oh did i mention I need coffee?

Ang