So far today i’ve eaten 21 pts..I CAN eat 22 with the 153 lbs i am..I may have Smart pop later…and NOTHING else.

I have tomorrow ALL planned out and written down. Lunch ready and I will prepare my supper in a while..chicken/ rice/ veggies.

I WILL go to aquafit. I AM ready to get back on track. I don’t want tight pants. I refuse to buy any more clothes until I am back to 145. 8lbs is not a lot to lose but for me it seems like a big amount because I am finding it sooo hard to stay on track.

I will do this..I can do this.

Bf sent me a gorgeous bouquet of flowers and a teddy bear. We had a ‘tiff’ Friday night because he is practical and instead of just doing something for me he said, “i was going to send flowers but i know you wanted a spa thing more so go ahead and pick out something that you want to get done,” which pisses me off because I know he’s on the other side of the country but sending a card would mean a lot more than just saying, “hey you said that you’d like something from a spa so go get it”. God forbid if he put a little ‘effort’ into it. Anywho he knew i was disappointed in that and yesterday delivery guy was at the door…lol.

Made this amazing veggie chilli last week and froze 3 containers ( after eating 4 straight meals of it..lol) No meat..just kidney beans, tomatoes, tons of veggies and spices…even jalepenos…yep baby I like it hot. I am guessing its only 1 pt because of the beans/tomatoes…it can’t be anything more.

Okay I am off! Wish me luck tomorrow :-). Hope all you ladies had a lovely Valentine’s Day.

Angela