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Here is a current pic of me!!! I had my hair cut about 1.5 mths ago..asked for a much shorter cut with layers. The lady basically thought she was mowing the grass and butchered me. I could barely talk in the seat and was so close to crying. Anyways its growing out a little and i’m getting used to it. Hope you like it : ).
Well I woke up this morning..brother had “hey you there?” left for me on MSN…blocked him tonight.Thanks Beerab for your advice and Patty for your support..feel a weight lifted off my shoulders..however I still feel a tinge bit of guilt..I hate having to ’shut out’ a family member…oh well maybe it will get the point across….that he needs to grow the hell up and that people are not going to put up with his shit.You girls are right..time to look out for myself for once. I’ve done that for too long…always looking out for everyone else and keeping my feelings all bottled up inside..basically being a doormat.
I didn’t get McD’s after. First of all..it was so cold out and it would mean I had to get dressed..and 2nd of all..the stress of all the convos with my bro basically led me to miss Aquafit…I wasn’t going to let it ruin my entire evening by me stuffing my face with a bunch of greasy food.
I missed Zumba tonight because there is some odd Autumn storm going on. Started this AM, heavy rains with lots of wind. It has changed to freezing rain and still windy and now there’s wet snow coming down outside and still heavy winds. Just great…Saturday will be the next time I get to go to the gym. I have to babysit tomorrow night and Friday night…yes i’m choosing to ‘work’ on a Friday night instead of partying it away….hear the sarcasm.
Supper tonight was half a can of Ready to Serve Campbell’s Vegetable soup and a WW wrap with tuna..dill pickle relish and ff mayo. I will take the other half of soup and another wrap to work with me tomorrow for my lunch.
Alrighty hope you all have a great night..Think i’ll take a hot bath and hope the power doesn’t go..lights have been blinking all night!
Ang
I dont know what your hair was like before, but this is the cute, playful, fun look I love & am always jealous of! I think you look great.
My youngest brother is less up-front about wanting money, but for 12 years one or another of us have been bailing him out from bad planning on his part & massive credit card debt, and I just stopped a few years back. He’d stopped paying me back the nominal 25 dollars a month and went somewhere on vacation. I realized I was just helping to keep him an immature mess, and that he just might need to get evicted & face bankruptcy to really get his life in order. I haven’t regretted it, because I really think he needs to be responsible. If I have to work and organized myself to pay bills, and sometimes skip something I WANT to pay something I NEED (like rent) why should I subsidize someone else living a more fun life? My brother still makes the rounds on the family, but I’ve shared my approach w my siblings (I’m the oldest, I was the first to bail him out, but also the first to stop). Most of my siblings are now following me - several thousand dollars poorer…. I think you’re doing the right thing - especially since your brother also apparently needs to learn some social graces, if he dares call you a bitch because you won’t loan him money. Duh.
You are adorable! I love the hair!! I hope you have a wonderful day - and good job on not getting bad food when you were down. Emotional eating is super hard for me too, so I respect that you were able to do that!!