I am in love with this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5cpSv2mNhhc CHECK IT OUT…it’s different..unique..simply magical. My zumba instructor has played it twice now at the end of the class for the cool down/ stretches…….its beautiful! I’m in LOVE! I had no idea the name..just kept memorizing lyrics to search….”Hide and Seek” and I found it! I swear I’ve listened to it about 20 times since i’ve been home.

Happy St. Patty’s Day to you all! Don’t forget to wear green!!! I have a beautiful satiny strapless shirt i will wear to work tomorrow but with one of those short sweaters over it…dress code :S.

Girlfriend rant coming up: Talkin to a friend the other night and explained that I have such winter blues..not wanting to go anywhere/ do anything…bf has to beg me to go ‘out’ on weekends…just exhausted all the time..mentally and physically…….and i said that I’m so moody..snapping at the simplest of things that he does..etc….and she asked if i was spending “too” much time with him…because she’s noticed that since he’s been off work i’m different and i don’t go out as much…want to do much. I said i don’t think it is “Him” lol….we live together so we’re going to spend a lot of time together regardless..god he’s my bf! and i said Saturday’s and Sunday’s are the only time we really get together so I try to do something with him at least on one day (I workout on Saturday afternoons, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday nights…. and babysit on Thursday nights…) by the time I get home in the evening i’m pooped..ready for bed! Just bothers me that she thinks i spend too much time w/ him..and she is the girlfriend who ONLY wants to hang out if its on her terms like going downtown clubbing OR a movie..that’s all she wants to do..I’ve invited her over to hang out..have tea…do other things…Nada……..Then I wonder is it because her last relationship was with a controlling abuser…..she wasn’t allowed to do much..I’m surprised they don’t think he doesn’t ‘allow’ me to do stuff…he doesn’t care what i do…where I go etc…as long as its not a last minute thing..like an earlier blog had said..one of my gf’s called 8pm on a Friday night to ask if i wanted to go clubbing…i didn’t want to ditch bf last minute when we had planned to watch movies. God its like I cannot compromise with my girlfriends..they’re all SINGLE and i have a bf…arghhhhhhhh………

Anyways I’m off to bed I think! Well after I listen to the song ONE more time! lol

Oh did I mention to you all that I’m PMSing and such an emotional basketcase?? Here is another beautiful video my friend sent me…said there was something on Oprah about it. I can’t stop watching this and crying of course! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HjWtRYaxmWM&feature=related