So I weighed myself this morning as well as my boyfriend..ok so I made him…and I am back down to 149.5..how I dunno considered the drinks and out to supper on Saturday..perhaps it boosted my metabolism?? Anyways my boyfriend who used to always be about 175 had lost weight in the past 6 months being away working and he is 152.5…so this morning I weighed LESS than him!!!! FINALLY!!!! I’ve never had a bf who weighed less than me before so I always wanted to be lower than him..lol….I’m weird I know!

Also when I was changing yesterday I just happened to notice in a mirror that my thighs are SOOOO close to not touching anymore…whoo hoo..I despise my thighs and I still am not comfortable in shorter shorts…all summer long I’ve worn the ones down to my knees or capris…I tried on the one pair or shorter shorts I own yesterday and they’re a bit loose around the waist and bum and no longer tight around the thighs..they were when I bought them….I’m sure I look okay in shorter shorts but i know there’s cellulite there in a few places and I am so paranoid…The proof of the damage that was once done to my body (getting FAT) still exists and I hate that I’ve lost so much weight but still not comfortable in a pair of damn shorts..arghhhhhhhhhhh..Like I tell my friends..once you are ‘fat’ a part of you will always be ‘mentally fat’ :-(. Sad really!

Started a new page C25K progress..Just home from W2D1 and took a longer route today..by the end my face was on fire..so red and warm..lol..but I didn’t give up-that’s the main thing! I love how my legs are looking and feeling so much more stronger!