Archive for July 9th, 2008

Am I being mean to think this?

Hi everyone….is it a mean thought of myself to be beyond happy that I am finally weighing less than my sister ? LOL..I will explain why……… after IĀ  had gained all this disgusting weight..both my mother and my sister would tease and make little jokes regarding my weight…….they didn’t think it was a big deal but to me it was..it STUNG LIKE HELL! I couldn’t bear the thought of going home for visits because of theirĀ  comments……I should have spoke up and said something more but I just felt that I couldn’t……well now I am weighing about ten lbs less than my sister and I am smaller than my mother……I feel beyond awesome about this…and when I went home a few months ago it had been my first visit since Christmas past…..It felt so good to hear my family make positive comments about my size/weight………It also feels great to be able to share clothing with my sister again!