Champion - Updated

Back in the day I followed Marilu Henner’s Total Health Makeover diet.  I have NEVER felt better in my whole entire life.  I had ENERGY to spare, I felt good and looked good.   THe only problem is it’s a hard thing to follow (for me) long term.  You only eat fish (which isn’t my favorite), no chemicals, sugar or dairy (you can have soy subs).  And you don’t eat protein together with carbs.  It took a LOT of cooking, planning and thought.  The best part was Mike (my husband) and I started bike riding and at first we could not go around the corner, but at the end we were biking for 20+ miles at least 1x a week-sometimes 2.  We felt GOOD-besides gaining back the 60 lbs I lost while taking phentermine-stopping that bike riding is my biggest regret.  So why am I telling you all of this?  Who knows because saying that I am going to start juicing (which I did while I was THMing) doesn’t seem nearly as exciting anymore!  But I am, I have a work horse of a juicer (a Champion) and I got it out today.  I made carrot/apple juice (which tastes really good).  I didn’t have a lot of either ingredients, so I couldn’t make much but both kids drank what I gave them.  I am hoping it helps to make me feel healthier, the pulp will be GREAT for my compost pile (which I am going to start up again now that my arm is healed) and I am hoping to get more vegetables into the kids.  Neither of my kids are good about eating veggies-my son is horrible about it.  I will still offer veggies in their natural state-but I really do believe in juicing.  It’s just kind of a pain in the butt to be honest. 

UPDATED:   accountability post here.  I can not believe I did this, but I totally binged today.  MAJORLY.  I haven’t done that in a long time.  I was telling a friend I didn’t know why I did it since I wasn’t having a bad day, the kids weren’t bad, I wasn’t bored (all my normal reasons) etc.  Then I think I realized why I did it.  I didn’t eat breakfast this morning.  All I had was that little bit of juice (about 4 oz).  Then another friend  called and I talked for a long time.  When I got off the phone I realized it was 1pm and I was starving.  I made the kids lunch and myself a sandwich, but that didn’t fill me up….so the binge started.  I had a brownie, a bowl of chips and then I can’t even believe I am going to admit this (or that at this point I was NOT hungry anymore and was just in binge mode) THREE ice cream sandwiches.  How totally sick is that?  I don’t even feel good right now and all my motivation to clean is GONE.  Tomorrow is a new day and I will be sure to not let myself get that hungry again!

Jan 1st is coming up fast

My plan for the day is no sugar-even though my kids and I are making brownies.  I will send them to work with my husband tomorrow.  I have had cookies in the house and not eaten those-so I THINK I can do this.  My exercise days are supposed to be Tues/Thurs/Sat, but I’m not going to the gym today.  I am going to spend my day at home cleaning instead.  I HATE driving right now-I was in a bad car wreck 3 months ago and I still have the fear that someone will pull out in front of me EVERYTIME I go out to drive now.  Next week I won’t have a choice-since my kids have activities again.  But for now I am going to stay in and clean, clean, clean.  So that is my goal for the day.  I am really just trying to start preparing for next weeks start of my healthy eating.  Oh yea, I need to start drinking water.  I am addicted to Diet Sunkist-it tastes great and I tend to drink soda instead of water during the day.  I really don’t know why because when I don’t have anything else and drink water I actually like it, just not as much as diet orange soda.

My First Post

I am hoping to find weight loss support through this site!  I am 40 years old with a 3 and 5 year old.  I weight 237lbs (as of 30 seconds ago:) and now is the time to change my life.  My daughter starts school in August and I so don’t want to be the fat mom.  It is a huge motivator for me-at least I hope it will be.  My house has been in chaos for so many years I really feel this is a big contributor to my weight.  When everywhere you look is cluttered and stuff is stacked up 3 feet high (I am not a hoarder-I just don’t put stuff away) it’s hard to be motivated to do anything.  So back in Nov 20th, 2009 I started a blog http://anewbetterme.blogspot.com/ to help get my life in order.  It has really worked for me so far.  I haven’t been perfect and it’s been slow going but the accountablity has really helped me.  I have recently made HUGE progress on my house and it just makes me feel so much better-I am hoping it bleeds over to my weight loss efforts.

I have a few friends over at my other blog that are going to join me in losing weight-so we are starting on Friday (1-1-10).  I am using this week to make small changes and ease myself into the changes I plan on making in 6 more days.  I am not doing any special diet plans.  My goal is to get my butt to the gym at least 3 days/week, decrease my sweets/fatty foods and increase my vegetable intake. Basically I want to eat healthier and exercise….shocking!