I stepped on the scale the other night… 201.3 lbs. WHAT?? No fucking way.
It was at the end of the day and I had eaten dinner and stuff, so I figured I’m almost 200 again, and then I wanted to cry.
But instead of crying, I decided that I’m ready to do this (yes, again.)
And then, as I’m searching reddit, I discover a “Summer/Fall Weight Loss Challenge.” I have seen these on this site before but have always been too late to join. I started reading into it and I decided to join! 2 days before the deadline!
So yesterday I weighed myself in the morning, my first official weigh-in for the challenge. 197.4.
Rather than dwelling on how much I have gained, I am trying to get excited about how much I am going to lose. I’ve wasted enough time this summer. Although it’s almost over, I think that I can get back to where I was at the beginning of the summer, at least, by the start of school.
I’m hoping that this challenge will help me be accountable for my decisions.
I will use this site to of course blog about the continuation of my journey to a better me. I’m going to check in weekly on reddit, and I’m going to pick back up on my tickers and stuff here.
I’m excited. And so ready.
Note: I had dinner around 7 (a can of soup) and I’m hungry! But rather than rummaging my kitchen for a high-cal snack, I chose to blog. Accountability, accountability.