Because I haven’t done anything all summer. I’ve been so stressed and hit with so many obstacles to deal with that the only thing I’ve had to make myself “feel better” is junk food. But it isn’t making me feel better. It’s making me feel like a failure.
All school year, I kept saying, “WHEN I lose weight this summer.” I assured my friends that it was going to happen. There was no way that I wasn’t going to lose weight. Last summer I did so well, so I as of course, going to do well this summer. But so far, that isn’t the case at all.
If anything, I’ve gained weight. I’ve been avoiding the scale. I’ve definitely gained weight since my last weigh in on the site. A lot, actually.
I never thought I’d be one of the girls that loses weight and then gains it back.
I don’t want to be like that.
I just haven’t been active at all and I’ve been eating junk.
Work wears me out. I don’t have my car. Excuses. Excuses.
I’m sick of it. I’m soooo sick of it. 
