I’ve been pretty discouraged by the lack of support, or feedback in general, that I’ve received from this site. When I first started this blog last summer I felt like I was writing to someone. Given, I knew I was writing MOSTLY for myself, but I at least felt like there were a few people out there reading it. That was part of my motivation. Now, I feel like no one reads at all, and there definitely isn’t anyone that’s been thinking, “where’s andrea? why hasn’t she posted lately? how is she doing with this?”
I feel like that’s a large part of having a public blog rather than just keeping a private journal. Support. Accountability. Maybe it’s pathetic that I was relying so heavily on the support of strangers, but oh well. I just felt like you guys would know what I’m going through and help me along.
Now when I write, I feel like no one is listening. Yes, I’m whining, but again, can’t really help it. I’m just saying how I feel.
I’m trying to re-motivate myself and I’m having kind of a hard time. I’m going to try and start blogging more regularly again. Maybe that’s the problem — I don’t know.
I’ve been watching weight loss journey videos on youtube today, something that always gets me pumped up. Plus, the weather has been absolutely amazing lately! (also a great motivator.)
I’m stating to get that summer time make it happen attitude going and I’m ready to get this ball rolling again. I’m over 30 pounds down, so lets see if we can get 12 more off by the time school is out. April 28th is the last day of finals. There, Goal. Boom.
…. Let’s go!
(Picture from yesterday)
And I may not always comment (although I like to!) I am for sure reading.