So I haven’t done it yet. Who cares? The world is full of opportunities and today is my opportunity to be better. I’ve done well enough for the past couple of days. I’ve had breakfast, lunch, dinner, and an afternoon snack. Usually I don’t get hungry for a morning snack until lunch time so that’s fine.
I was watching a really stupid anime this weekend called the Debutante Detective Corps and it was mst3k-able and I spent the whole time laughing. That said the cartoon characters were so thin. I would like to be thin enough to be called thin, not scarecrow, but skinny and I think 145 is a worthy goal. So how am I going to lose these 40+ pounds. The same way I’ve been trying. I have a renewed determination and a plan. For example, I spent some time on Sunday making charts for exercise, fitness, and food so I can keep track of everything and since it’s on the fridge, I see it everytime I enter and leave the house and whenever I go to eat in there. I’ve also been working to clean my kitchen more so I don’t get to the ‘ew’ I’m not cooking in there stage.
I was just talking to my coworker who started biking to work with a week of me and she happens to have a membership at the same fitness club, so we are going to workout at 7:30 pm Monday, Wednesday, and Friday nights for 1.5+ hours. She’s committed like me, but she was in shape more recently also. I hope that the two of us working together and workout more reliably then me on my own. Since we are both total fans of Heroes, we are going to push back working out the next 2 Mondays from 7:30 to 9:30. Heroes is more important the our health after all 
I suspect I may be prediabetic or diabetic. This is based on an article I read yesterday in Health and I have an appointment with my doctor scheduled for May 8 to find out. 
I suspect it since I bruise easily and have a family history. Also, when I was living in Korea, I got occaisonal hints of neuralgia that lasted for about a month after I returned. I thinks it may have been because of the low fat, but high sugar diet I had there. I mean Koreans put sugar in everything. Calling it neuralgia sounds cool, but it was just that my hands would tingle while walking Luna and it went away quickly and hasn’t happened again since then, but it seems like a warning sign. I don’t have any of the other though, no tiredness or frequent urination or unexplained weight loss. Oh well, maybe I’m seriously borderline and controlling my sugar and carb intake will prevent it. 
Posted on April 14th, 2009 by anabolina
Filed under: General
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