Another Day and So Far, So Good Except for the Stress

Yum, breakfast was 3 scrambled eggs, and I went ahead and had a pork chop and some green tea. Awesome.

So mid-morning snack was a shake made from 1 oz of cream cheese, 1/2 scoop of protein powder, dutch chocolate and dark chocolate powderr, cinnamon, a tsp of liquid splenda, and half of a 1/3 cup of splenda powder. Yum

Lunch was a pork chop and salad with some soda (yay, no soda until noon and it was seriously calling me from the kitchen:drink me:

Yep, staying on plan for this first day and I don’t have the headache or sick feeling that came this past summer when I took up Atkins when the parents were gone.

I just rewatched the final episode of House from Season 4 again and even though this is the second time I’ve seen it, I still get teary eyed. So Awesomely acted and edited and directed to pull at the heartstrings.

I am feeling serriously stressed this morning because I won a car radio for $325 with shipping from Ebay (a lot of money for me, but it was a nice radio) and I haven’t recieved a shipping number and normally sellers using uPS Ground give me a tracking number, but I’ve not recieved one and I went to Ebay to send the seller a message and guess what? The seller is no longer on Ebay. Seriously, I seent Ebay and Paypal messages asking if I should worry now, or give it another week to arrive. Ebay sent my the phone number for the seller to call them and guess what? The seller is not connected to that number at all… No one by that name lives there, although it is a hispanic family and the seller has a hispanic name. No, I’m just being paranoid.

Anyway, so the minimum protection with Paypal is only $200, some items and sellers have $2000 protection, but I can’t look at the listing and find out what protection they had because the listing is down because they are no longer a seller on Ebay. So, if I’m only covered for the minimum, I will only get $200 back and probably have to wait quite awhile before getting the money. I’d saved that money up for a radio since I’m out of a job right now (temping only :() but needed something to listen to in my car. Dognabbit.

There’s absolutely nothing I can do about it right now, but my mind keeps going back to it.  So, I’m feeling the stress and as an emotional eater, I just want some warm brownies to make me feel better, maybe some with ice cream and chocolate sauce. Yum, but no. They say that thinner people have a greater chance of being hired and getting more money. I woudn’t want to be crazy skinny, but fit would be nice.

Anyway, wish me luck!!!

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