I weighed in. It was at 213.6. Not too bad, not as bad as I anticipated for sure. I thought it would be about 215-216 or so with the way I have been pigging out. I am feeling like I am falling off the wagon. I am seeking therapy sessions in order to help me with my stress in life, and I am hoping that helps. I know that when I sought help a few years ago, it helped me a lot with my self esteem which in turn assisted with the weight loss.

I appreciate all the positive comments and faith that everyone has provided. thank you! ♥

So I have my weigh in today. I know it is going to be fucked. I’m sorry for the language, but that is how I feel about it. I have been SO stressed lately that I have not given a damn, and have been pacifying myself with food. I bet I have gained a few lbs. Where has all my discipline I used to have gone? I will blog later after I weigh in…

213.0.

Not exactly where I wanted to be, but it is where I am. I know it is my fault, I know I didnt eat like i should.

i spent 45 days as a vegetarian. It did not make a difference in anything really. if anything, i think I craved sugar much more than I did before. I didnt drop #’s like my husband did. He does have other factors going for him though, such as a job that is physically demanding, plus he is a man, and males lose so much faster and easier than girls. Im supposed to be at 207 by the end of the month to keep up with my 5# month loss goal. Can I do it?That means I have to lose 6# in two weeks….

Still recovering from being sick all this time. I have been under a lot of stress too from life in general. I weighed in today at 212.6. No loss, but then again it doesn’t surprise me. I know that stress is a HUGE issue with weightgain and loss. I know it will get better. I need to find a way to manage my stress. i am behind schedule for my weight loss. According to the dates I set in my little calender, I should be at 207 by the end of the month. I think I need to kick it up and get that going so I don’t lose momentum…

I have been soooo sick for the last few days…   argh. got some ABX and rest. Back to the grind today. Can’t find my hair comb.

Had the weigh in today, and i was REALLY sweating it. I have had the most stressful 2 weeks of my entire life. We all know what stress can do to your body.

Well, I got somethin to celebrate!

212.6 !!!!!!!

That makes a total loss of 9.6 lbs. I am likely not making my 5 # goal this month, but it is a short month.

Yay!

So I weighed in on Friday. I was hoping so badly that I would be under 215.

214.6. Woo hoooooo!!

I went to the gym on wednesday (or was it thursday???) and worked so much aggression and stress out. I went to the pool and went swimming for an hour on Friday, then went dancing at the bar and league bowling Friday night. I had a couple beers (bad Aj) but I deserved it I think.

That makes a 7.6 lb total loss. I dont think I am going to make my February 5# goal. But I CANT give up!!!!

I have royally plateaued with my weight. Mostly my fault I am sure. I have been under INTENSE stress, probably the most I have been under mmm…. EVER. I weighed in this morning (I know, bad Aj) and it was 215.2. I need to go to the gym, I bet I would burn off a lot of the stress and the pounds. The stress is making me feel ill, and it is totally not good for my skin flares. I have been trying madly to control it.

I do too much. I think I am over extended. Unfortunately, the obligations that I have, I cannot let go at tis time. i think I am going to step down off a few things, and it all depends on how the next week goes.

Well. Weekly weigh in today.

216.2.

Up 1.2 from last week. just what I wanted. Not. It was an extremely stressful week. A lot of emotional upheaval. That probably had a lot to do with it. My diet hadnt changed much other than no meats. I went to the gym once this week. I know I should go more, and I am going to. I have to keep on keeping on.

‘cuz I’am a hazard to myself…

For real. So I was watching Celebrity Fit Club tonight, and they were talking about the percentage of body fat they were, and I realized that my scale measures body fat. So hubby, being the curious cat he is too, relented and we measured our body fat. Mine is at like 40 something percent! Im almost half fat! *barf*. AND I sneaked a peek at my weight. Granted I jUST ATE dinner AND I was wearing all my clothes AND it is night time, the scale placed me back at 221. I KNOW the number isnt real, but it still hurt… *tear*