HELPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!

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Someone stop me from eating!!!!!

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The weight seems to be creeping up. The longer the number stays up, the quicker I lose motivation to stay on track. I know it’s meant to be a lifestyle change, but it feels more like a race, and I’m so far behind the starting line, that I’ll never manage to reach the finish line. I finished reading PastaQueen’s book, Half-Assed: A Weight Loss Memoir. It was very funny, and I liked her no-excuses, no-feeling sorry for herself attitude. I’d hoped some of that would rub off on me, and I thinkI almost managed for a few days. Now of course, I am trying to come to terms with the increasing weight, my rapidly disappearing neck and my ever expanding cheeks. I look like a mickey mouse balloon….

:(

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Went on a binge again last night - 3 slices of BBQ chicken pizza, 1 coke and 5 marshmallows. I think I ate my entire day’s calories in one sitting! I felt so damn fat and bloated and guilty afterwards, and yet I couldn’t seem to stop myself as I stuffed myself. I ate quickly, as though i was going to get caught by someone, even though I was completely alone at home. This is so not normal.

Haven’t worked out since my last post either :(

And we’re back to square one!

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So I’ve been journaling what I eat, as the experts recommend. I’ve also been to teh gym thrice the past week, as the experts recommend. I’ve watched what I eat, no seriously I have even though I may not have made the right decisions every meal; I’m making a conscious decision to up my protein, cutting back a bit on the refined carbs and just trying to be sa healthy as possible. As the experts recommend.

Explain the 2 pound gain to me then.

 What.THE.EFF?