‘The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved’~ Mother Teresa

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Sometimes I wonder if I will ever find someone who looks at me and sees past my weight, and ‘ugliness’. I know this sounds stupid because logically I know I am not ugly. But when I’m out there, and guys turn to my friends and hits on them, and sks them out, and calls them pretty, and asks me to help them get the girl…

How much of my self worth is tied ot my weight, and how much of my weight is a result of my selfworth, I cannot tell. I don’t remember at one point, each blended into the other and now I can’t separate the two concepts in my head. I read other people’s struggle with their weights, and most people seem to be married or in a committed relationship. Some partners are supportive, others less so but the point is - they seem to have found someone who likes them, who wants to be with them. I don’t have that. I don’t know if I will.