I have a lot of unresolved issues, both from my childhood and my adult years. I have dieted and failed so many times, I can’t even begin to count the numbers. And one of my biggest fears is that when I lose the weight, I will still look hideous. Not only do I have an ugly hysterectomy scar that runs from hipbone to hipbone, I also have a matching scar that runs all the way across my chest. Thanks to my family history and the huge list of cancers in my family, I had a double mastecomy in 2006. My biggest concern and fear is that I will do all this work to get healthy and will still feel unattractive and ugly because of my scars. This is one of the things holding me back and I have no idea how to fix this. Hopefully, my weight loss journey will also help me to feel better about myself!