CALORIES!!! NOOOO T____T DOOOOOMMM!!!
ALL I CAN SAY.. IS.. DOOOMM !! 🙁 … Okay, maybe I’m exagerating just a little.. but it’s pretty bad.
Let’s me recall these past few days..as I struggle to post.
A WEEK AGO, before Christmas, I went to the gym daily and I ate healther. Everything can’t be merrier.
However, after 2 days of christmas break from the gym.. b/c the gym doesn’t open on christmas eve and christmas day, i suddenly became lazy. I started eating fatty things.. b/c it was the holidays.. and everyone was eating those stuff.. and my family were eating it.. so I can’t just put it down.. so i kinda wasted myself those past few days..
And then, after christmas, i went to the gym again for 1 day. THen, I suddenly became ill.. and then, I couldn’t go to the gym.. and i started getting fat.. and SUDDENTLY, … NEW YEAR came around.. and more EATING.. and MORE EATING.. oh.. my calories T___T.. i don’t even know where to count.
I think.. with my memories.. New year day was aroudn 1600s, 1/2/12 = 1800s.. and today.. I went to a CHINESE resturant to celebrate new year with my family.. and that was 1000 calories that night.. T_T
..and I CAN’T go to the gym tomorrow.. b/c i’m on my period.. and THAT really suck. So, all I can do.. is.. well.. sit. 🙁
So.. let me recall my calories..
Morning: 1 bread (250) + 2 meat roll (300)
Lunch: 1 snack bar (70) + 1 meat roll (150) + 1 bowl of rice (250) + 1 bread (100)
Dinner: 1 lobster (400) + fried chiken ( 200) + sweet chinese buns (400) + 1 bowl rice soup (200)
Total: 2320 calories..
WOOW.. Just wow.. 🙁
WELL.. I was planning to lose some weight.. and hopefully joining a pagent next summer.. It’s always been my dream as a girl to enter a pagent for fun. darn… who am i fooling..
THAT’S IT!! THIS IS IT!! NO MORE FOOLING AROUND!!
I know it’s been like.. the 100x I been telling myself this is the LAST TIME.. BUT IT IS THE LAST TIME.. i know TODAY WAS bad, but today was SOMETHING I WILL ALLOW myself, b/c i deserved it! IT’S MY NEW YEAR GIFT FOR MYSELF!
But tomorrorw.. THINGS WILL be back to normal! I will BE EATING within the 1500s calories with FRUITS AND APPLES & EXERCISE! anD.. 8 glass of water PER DAY!
.. and YOU KNOW WHAT.. i’m gonna be sticker on me WHEN IT COMES TO SWEETS! b/c.. I HAVE A GOAL.!
TO MAKE THIS OFFICIAL! I WILL UPDATE A PICTURE MYSELF EVERY WEEKEND WHEN I SUBMIT MY WEIGHT REGARDLESS IF I HAVE FINALS OR MIDTERMS!! I NEED TO STOP SLACKING! I’m tried of being IN THE 125s… i am going below 120!