It’s 2 AM right now. I am exhausted. I haven’t sleep for more than 4 hours for the last 2 days… and yet, the clock is still ticking..I feel I am at the race against time. My Midterm is 1 day way, 24 hours. I am scared and kinda terrified.
I wonder how did I get myself in this position where time is an issue. Thinking back, the trip to UC Davis was a mistake, I think I made that mistakes.
I think I ate over 2000 calories today, I cannot stop myself. Myself control just stop, I am trying everything to prevent me from eating everything in sight. Lack of sleep does this to me, and I am currently living through the effect.
I’m tired, but I know I’m gonna be okay. The night is still young and the task list is still long.. So, I wish everyone good night. I will march on until the early hours of dawn .. yes, it’s tough being a college student, but then again, who said this was gonna be easy? right?
I believe this quote is always true: “Nothing in life, ever worth it comes easy”
..and this applies to losing weight, doing well in school, becoming successful, developing an good relationships.. and the list goes on.