Archive for July, 2011

Healthy Living: Dealing with Failure

Friday, July 29th, 2011

I got my math grade today. I got a “B”.

I don’t know what to say. I’m not satisfied with it. It’s my fault. ..I’ll update this post afterward. I just need time to think this through.

Healthy Living: All Well

Friday, July 29th, 2011

Most of my post lately have been very negative. It’s usually about me complaining about the things in my life.

Today, when I was cleaning my closet and finding something to wear, I realize something.

My attitude lately has been very very depressing.

I keep on blaming my current mood and lifestyle on my infected eyes. (And I believe, some of it does come from my eyes, that restrict and limit many of my daily activities). But as for my healthy living plans, it is truely my fault. Lately, I find it extremely hard to resist eating “unhealthy food”. I let myself go because I keep saying that I am sick so I can spoil myself. Thus, it was no surprise that I’m gaining weight….

But today was the last straw. I realize that even though my health is not 100% as I wanted it to be, there is no excuse for allowing myself to eat unhealthy things. In this past week, I have been eating unhealthy food, and I do not exercise, and worsely, I even over eat. This is terrrible. I need to stop myself.

I have work so hard during the past 3 months to get where I am today, and I’m not going to let my healthy screw things up to me. I still need to lose that weight and reach my ideal lbs. I am not going to let myself slip anymore. Eventhough I am sick, moody, and crancky, it does not give me ANY excuse to destroy the hardwork I have spent in the last few weeks. I will regulate myself to make sure I eat within the day calories as well as eating only the “healthy food”.

And.. I know its hard. But nothing that is ever worth it comes easy. And beside.. I already knew losing weight is a hard route.. so, it shouldn’t come as a surprise, right?  Life is tough, who said it’s gonna be easy?

Quote of the day

Friday, July 29th, 2011

I know someone already have post this picture. But I just want to post it again b/c I think its a very inspirational quote.

Healthy Living Daily Records: 7/25/11

Monday, July 25th, 2011

I’m getting fat. My exam is in exactly 1 day. I guess it’s not the time to worry about weight. I have been up for almost 48 hours. My right eyes is still infected and hurts. But I feel great. I am happy :) This is my moment.

B: cereal + banh bao = 200+ 150

L: 1 bag of cereal + subway = 350 + 200

D: 1 bowl of rice + 1 plate of grill steak + 1 plate of fish = 250 + 350 + 100

Dessert: 1 cup strawberry shake = 200

Total : 1800 calories..

The GOOD: I’m still fighting hard.

The bad: i over eat… and i’m so tried. I need sleep. and personally, i feel that i’m getting fatter. I need to step up my game.

Digial Update: 7/24/11

Monday, July 25th, 2011

7/10/11

(My maplestory avatar)

I decided to post these character up b/c I was basically “living” them during the last 2 week because of my game addiction.

7/17/11

(My maplestory avatar)

Vertically, I’m a guy in the game. I made a boy account when i was 14.. so, I decided to stick to it b/c i’m to lazy to change it.

7/24/11

Healthy Living: It’s time to Shine.

Sunday, July 24th, 2011

Life is tough. I have to admit it. It’s extremely tough.

I’m going through a very tough time at the moment:

-I’m going through a game addiction withdraw.

-I’m burn out from summer school

-I got a final for my multivariable class this wednesday

-I do now know how to even start studying for math..

-I made my parents dissapointed in me..

-I need to get that “A” in math.. for my GPA

-I’m gaining weight.

-I made my mom cry.. (the worse thing ever)

Yea.. life is tough.

But…

Who ever said it was going to be easy?

no.. life was never easy. We all face problems in our lives. But overcoming difficulties is what we live for. We are alive to make things better for ourself and the people around us.

We live to smile, to make other smiles.

We live to overcome all the challenges that life throws at us.

We live not to just survive.. but to succeed and prosper.

And that is what I learn from 3fatchicks.

Many of us are here with the same goal to lose weight. But soon, we start sharing our lives on here and we make friends. They supports us during our dark time, and we can never be grateful enough.

So, back to my story. There’s all this problem that is thrown at me right now. Tonight is probably the darkest hours of my whole entire summer. Guess what I’m gonna do?

I’m going to make it. No.. I’m going to BEAT IT! I’M NOT GONNA LET ANYTHING STAND IN MY WAY. Whether its gaming addiction, whether its multivariable calculus, whether its the competition, whether it’s family problem.

I’m gonna SURVIVE AND SUCCEED. YOU BETTER BE LOOKING.. b/c BY THIS WEDNESDAY. I’m gonna go and get The “A” I deserved for MY MULTIVARIABLE CALCULUS CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!! + i’ll go the gym right after! :) haha

Healthy Living: Wake Up Call

Saturday, July 23rd, 2011

Yesterday, was another wake up call for me from Maplestory.

Yes, I’m going through a maplestory addiction withdrawal at the moment. I have came back to the game a month ago, and just a week ago, I decide to quit it for good since it was ruining my life: My grades & my weight & my social life.

So, I decided to quit. I have been inactive on this website, but that is not going to happen anymore. I am going to start focusing now, so please be expecting me to post more and more often! I miss you guys! The 3fatchicks community! :) You help me through so much, and there is no way I’m letting you go!!

As for me quitting maplestory, I was greatly inspired by this post. I feel it addresses all the complications that often arise from online gaming:

http://www.sleepywood.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1683095

I want to post it here to remind myself WHY I QUIT MAPLESTORY!

Healthy Living: Living it sick..

Sunday, July 17th, 2011

Yea, I’m sick.

Not sick as in flue sick, but I was recently diagnosed with slike… or something like that. Basically, it is an inflammation of my oil gland near my eyes. As a result, my right eyes is puff out. Meanwhile, my left eyes doesn’t even feel so great either.

Thus, I am thinking of canceling pictures of my Digital Update this week. I’ll post a picture I have taken of myself last week, but this week, I’m going to give it a rest until my eyes heal.

However, I am ever grateful that my eyes haven’t puff up like a golf ball. Haha.. how scary that would have look :) As for my eating strike, I am still mantaining a good healthy living style. My eating style is fine. I haven’t indulge in anything bad yet. I haven’t been hanging out with my friends or my cousins, so I haven’t indulge in anything I would regret. My calories are within range.

However, I haven’t gone to the gym in almost like .. 4 days. Which is terrible. I want to be 115 lbs.. but it doesn’t seem like its possitlbe at this moment. Until my eyes heal, I cannot get a haircut and I can’t go to the gym. My eye doctor is against it. As a result, I will have to sit and wait it out. NOw.. I’m still around 122-123. So, I guess that’s not too bad. But I wish I could get back on my feet and keep moving. Oh well..

Healthy Living Daily Recoreds: 7/14/11 & 7/15/11

Friday, July 15th, 2011

My Life is better than a Maplestory game. I have pride in my body, my grades, my life.

Now, I need to learn how to balance. But enough chitchat, here is the last 2 days weight thingy..

7/14/11

B: Strawberry + banana + cereal = 250

L: Pasta = 500 CALORIES!!

D: Seafood soup = 700 calories

Total: 1500 calories

The Good: I decided I need to change my life and stop my game addiction on maplestory and learn how to handle myself.

THe bad: I haven’t slept in the last 48 hours.

7/15/11

B: 1 bowl of cereal + Yogurt parafrait = 175 + 250

L: 1 bowl of rice + 1 lobster (I KNOW.. I HAD LOBSTER FOR LUNCH!) haha = 400 calories

S: FREE Sample at cosco (..5-6 samples) = 200 calories

D: 1 bowl of rice + 1 bowl of fish = 250 + 100

S: Strawberry smoothie=300

Total: 1475

The good: can’t think of anything…

THe bad: to many to list.

Reflection.. I need to get myself off maplestory. I haven’t been to the gym in like 2 days.. i’m extremely behind on the gym. I haven’t went to the gym today b/c i came to school late. I made some terrible decision lately. I feel very ashame of mysef for being addicted to video games, neglecting my grades, neglecting my body.

But tomorrow, I will do better. I’m going to try different method and tactics to change myself. I’m also going to see the eye doctor tomorrow to get antibotic for my eyes. And get a new haircut on saturday.

And I won’t touch maplestory until i finish all my homework.

The Return

Wednesday, July 13th, 2011

I have been extremely bad. I have vanish from this forum for nearly a week. I got addicted to Maplestory again and forgot about everything. Even myself… it was one of the reason how i became fat in the first place.

But today, when I took my math quiz, and realized how unprepared I was,.. it woke me up. My grades was my wake up call. But I’m back now and I have no intention of falling behind on losing weight. I GOT A BODY TO WORK FOR! and hopefully, one day, become 117! :)

I need to learn how to balance my life with school, losing weight, and playing games in the summer! :) haha