2 dogs & a lady

5:55am, Haven’t shaken off the last nights dream yet. It was odd, but involved an ex-boyfriend from over 20 yrs ago. The one who got away if you understand that term.  I am not sure why I dream of him every now and then, We aren’t even in the same city anymore. One day I facebooked his wife (she was my friend, I introduced them) and my heart was bruised. My own fault, you do a stupid thing you deserve to feel it. Haven’t done it since. Just put some music on to get my mind out of that funky frame. Music is the one thing that seems to be able to affect my mood. Give me 80’s or 70’s some days and i am happy. Big hair indeed!  (feeling better a bit already)

  The scale has been my friend lately. Stepped on it again this morning and it was at the lowest it has bee in a year! I am going to leave work tomorrow am (I hate working these Saturdays) and go for my weigh -in. I haven’t been all week and I need to get in there. Since corporate took it over it is a weird place. Feels colder. Could just be my mental frame, but I doubt it.. Even the girls there are not staying.

      to al my chickies here…may today be a better day for you. I have been reading some blogs, sorry I haven;t replied or commented there….everything happens for a reason. Patty you are that boys star, don’t give up. 310 u can do it…..even a little exercise or 1 meal of conscience is a win. Just go minute by minute. I think Happy Hag got stuck with her gluegun….

 

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