Chiropractor, another name for sadist
Hahah, I jest.
While I sleep with this heating pad tonight knowing I will be sore, but my rib more or less back in place, I prepare mentally for tomorrow.
I have no idea why i did not eat any ns today. I did not even get the brekkie in! I think before work tomorrow I will steam the broccoli up and bring that with a cuppa NS soup of something or other. As well as I will bring the whole wheat roll with me for extra food since I get so hungry.
My good freind (or rather nemesis) the scale is beside the bed waiting for a visit…problem is; I am afraid! But ignorance, while may be bliss, is fleeting, yet also still ignorance…so tomorrow I greet him ( I say him, because him is a p.i.t.a by nature right?) with a smile on my face ( ok, so a grimace, but that is half way to a smile) and determination to get a day in~and for lunch i will walk around the building…
I spoke with my bff Deb yesterday. We only live an hour away and yet we haven’t seen each other in years..I admitted it was due partially because of my weight gain..it is embarrassing to me. She said the same, and that we both avoid going where others from our past would see us and perhaps judge us…WHY DOES WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR SO AFFECT US SO???I mean I am a good person, so why does it bug me if someone whispers about my weight???? I guess since I dont like my size, why should anyone else?
My older sister by 1 yr is in fullfledged menopause…we can not remember when Mum started hers and I am kinda worried I am starting mine…I like to attribute the smallish hotflashes to being overweight..but secretly (or not-so now since I actually posted it on the www) I wonder/worry if it is menopause…41, no children, but I like it being my choice…maybe with the right person I might want children…but then, is it so important to “physically” have them?? What about adoption….such weird things to be typing about when I should be sleeping.
ah well. tomorrow is another day…in the life of she who loves dogs.
g’night world…sleep well
Filed under: Uncategorized on September 22nd, 2008
Sounds like you’re doing the “stream of conciousness” thing, Lady.
I do that sometimes. Helps me to blog about what’s on my mind. About that menopause–been there, done that. I went through it at 40. Don’t miss TOM even a teeny bit!
I’m sleeping with the heating pad, too. Been doing it for about 3 weeks. Don’t know what’s up with that. I know…I should go to the doctor.
Yes, the picture from Saturday is my new/old hair color. I looked at all those old pictures and missed my natural color. This is as close as I can get. Glad you like it.
Isn’t it funny? As intellegent, mature women we can say, “Who cares? What if I HAVE put on some weight? It’s no big deal.” and yet we hide from friends and the scale. Been there, done that, too!
Have a wonderful evening! I’m off to hit the bed and the heating pad!